Crying jag

I am an emotional wreck right now. This is the longest I have NOT spoken to my husband in 8 years. He said it is really hard there right now. He had like 2 minutes to send me a very short email and update his blog. In his email he said it is really dark and hard. He needs prayers and strength. He misses us as much as we miss him, which means that STINKS! I do feel thankful because I realize how much I love and appreciate him even more!! BUT I miss him like crazy. Honestly I cannot wait to be out of this house so that not everything looks like him. Last night as I was surrounding myself pillows I caught his scent and lost it. He is a great man.