Man, tomorrow my husband comes home after being gone for 2 weeks but tomorrow is also the one month mark of founding out we lost our 4th baby. I am glad something happy is happening tomorrow but emotionally I kind of dread the day.
Same thing with Thanksgiving. Thanksgiving is when we were going to announce the gender of the baby. So while I am excited for Thanksgiving and looking forward to having family come in, I am dreading the day too.
I guess the healing just takes lots and lots of time and I will let myself have it.